I've been reading. I know your shocked. I was reading this morning through the training manual for volunteering at the Longview Caring Pregnancy Centre. I have enjoyed the manual as it challenges me to think. Think about my worldview. Think about the culture that surrounds me. And think about the truth revealed in Scripture. Just now I read this quote by William Barclay - of which I thought of the bank but this is a different Barclay - I googled him. Okay the quote

"We need not to think of the task God has in store for us in terms of some great act or achievement of which all men will know. It may be to fit a child for life; it may be at some crucial moment to speak that word and exert that influence which will stop someone ruining his life; it may be to do some quite small job superlatively well; it may be to touch the lives of many by our hands, our voices or our minds. The fact remains that God is preparing us by all the experiences of life for something; and many refuse the task when it comes and never even realize that they are refusing it."

While I see some problems with this quote the thought that captured me after reading this was that I want to be ready. I do not want to just live and feel and experience this life. I want to learn. I want to be intelligent. I want to know Christ and grow in each experience. I want a deeper relationship with Christ so that I am ready for the task of serving Christ with all that I am, no matter the task. I want each experience of life to draw me closer to Christ, because that is what my life is about. That is my identity. And only in Christ will I complete the race before me.

Finding New Places

I am in the midst of exploring and finding my way around my new town. And while I would like to say I have found a new job, I have not yet. I have found "the lake" that I love going to when the sun in shining. I have also found a new tea/coffee shop that I will enjoy going to. I forgot to take a picture sooner but I had a fabulous Iced Mango Tea with Pineapple "Bubbles".
Tomorrow I plan to go explore at the library and I have a job interview! Hurray!

Adoption Blog

This summer I had the privilege of meeting Alison of "Lovin' Much!"

And I have become a faithful follower of her adoption blog.

Alison is celebrating a 5 month anniversary with a bracelet giveaway so I am giving her blog a shout-out and getting my name in the drawing. These bracelets are being sold as a part of their adoption fundraising efforts.

I love them!

Check out her blog at Lovin' Much!

Her cheerful spirit will encourage you. Her gift of writing and expressing herself will make you think you are a close family friend. And the dedication and love she has for her family and their adoption passion will challenge you.

With friends in California!

I realized that it had been 7 years since I last saw Bekah! Not since 2003, this made me feel older but also made me once again so grateful for the blessing of friendship that continues even when we are separated by oceans and continents. And just for your information between the three of us a lot of oceans and continents have been crossed in the last 7 years. It was a wonderful visit and I hope to see Bekah and Sarah again soon.

More Pictures

Me and Meriwether looking out over the new lands

Doug being bacon. He says this is what bacon looks like in the frying pan...

What does this mean? Good or Bad day?

Heidi noticed this first and asked what it meant - I thought it was odd enough to get a picture. Since taking this picture I have discovered that quamash is a very pretty flower, so I am guessing a good day.

We found it at the Lewis and Clark Monument at Long Beach. I don't know when I was last at Long Beach so I enjoyed walking down the street and seeing the sights again.

Before visiting Long Beach we first went to Benson Beach and while Heidi and Doug enjoyed the waves I enjoyed being on the beach. I was properly dressed to keep warm and went for a short jog a couple times when I got too cold.

Once again excited and taking pictures because the sun was out.

Heidi and Doug riding the waves

I loved the view! This is (I think) the NorthHead Lighthouse at Cape Disappointment - what a horrid name. I was trying to imagine what would cause a person to name such a beautiful place disappointment. So I googled it...apparently the early men discovering the area did not care about the view, but were rather upset about finding no ships.

Just Thinking

If you had asked me about a year ago where I would be in August 2010 I would have given you a lot of different options, none of which would have included Longview, Washington. It seems the more I think I have my life figured out, or my plans made God has to teach me once again that I am NOT in charge. So I wait (not so patiently) with a lot of fear and a little excitement about what this next step will end up looking like. How long will I be here? I don't know, but for now this song by Francesca Battistelli called Unpredictable, seems to be a good theme song for my life right now.

Got my thoughts
I got my words
Got this head full of answers

Got You wrapped up
Got You under control
See my future like the past behind me
I think I know where You’re leading
Don’t need no questions
Don’t need no rocking the boat

But I just forget all the mystery
I just forget who You are

(Chorus)
When I know that I know
What You have down the road
When I’m sure that
I’ve figured You out
Help me see that I’m small
That I can’t know it all
‘Cause You’re so unpredictable
‘Cause You’re so unpredictable

You said the foolish
Would shame the wise
To put my faith
In what’s beyond my eyes
And to believe You
I have to come as a child

So help me to rest in the mystery
Of what I can’t understand

(Chorus)

Can’t wrap my mind around You
Can’t put You in a box
Can’t keep You safely contained
You’re gonna move the way
You wanna move today
Just let me follow along

Graduation Celebrations

Kebab's - My favorite dinner ever!

An official graduate

Good Goodbyes

Is is really possible to make goodbyes good? As much practice as I have had in my 29 years of life, I never seem to get good at goodbye. Honestly I just want to avoid the reality that my time here in Wake Forest is almost over. I have been blessed beyond measure in the last two years. So now as much as I am looking forward to this summer in Canada I am equally sad to leave this part of my life behind.

So to clear my mind so that I can focus on a few more papers that need to be written before they will actually give me that diploma I was thinking it was time to write a blog, next post will hopefully be pictures of me in a funny hat with a diploma in my hand!

Instead of thinking about all that I am leaving behind, I want to focus on all that I have been given, all that I have learned and experienced, and all of the friendships that will continue on. I want to REMEMBER all that God has done and celebrate all that is yet to be seen as I go to a new new place. So yes this is going to be a good goodbye.

Happy Easter
He is Risen!

I was reading in Romans this morning and remembering once again the gift of the Gospel. As I sat outside enjoying the beautiful Spring morning Paul's boldness and clarity in expressing the wonder of the gospel that brings us out of darkness and impurity into the light of grace by faith in Christ Jesus. What hope and peace I have safe in the power of God.

I was also thinking of last year and celebrating the arrival of Selah Elle to the family. So just in case I don't blog again before the 10th - HAPPY BIRTHDAY #1 SELAH!

And Happy Birthday David!

Something New I am Trying

This month I have set several goals for myself, one of them being to be more diligent about hiding the Word in my mind and heart.

I have been working on one verse per week (a small goal for some a huge goal for me in consistency) I found a few fun online sources to help me out in this goal the first being www.memorizenow.com and then www.wordle.net

where I was able to create this:

The FINAL List! 29 of 29 - Success

For my final blog - more about me - I know you are already excited

"Lethaology"

- Again I took this idea from Heidi so check out her blog to see her version.

FOODOLOGY:
1. What is your salad dressing of choice? Ranch
2. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? Something Ethic? definitely something Indian
3. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? Sonic or Arby's
4. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? Apples and Peanut Butter
5. What are your pizza toppings of choice? ham and pineapple.
6. How many televisions are in your house? One (but what does this have to do with food?)

BIOLOGY:
7. Are you right-handed or left-handed? Left.
8. Have you ever had anything removed from your body? Teeth.
9. Have you ever been knocked unconscious? I don't think so
10. Have you ever fainted? Nope.

RANDOMOLOGY:

11. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die? No.
12. If you could change your name, what would you change it to? Never I have always LOVED my name because I was named after Letha Bishop and because I never knew anyone else with it
13. How many pairs of flip flops do you own? Too many to count, I just got a new pair they are fabulous and only 5$
14. Last person you talked to? My roommate, Nikki

FAVORITOLOGY:
15. Season? Anything but Winter
16. Holiday? Christmas.
17. Day of the week? Any day with friends - Friday is always good
18. Color? Purple.
19. Drink? Strawberry Limeade in America - Fresh Lime juice other places

CURRENTOLOGY:
20. Missing someone? All my family
21. What are you listening to? Taylor Swift and my roommate and Jonathan talk
22. Worrying about? My car and therefore money
23. What's the last movie you saw? Watched Return to Me last night
24. Do you smile often? As often as possible
25. If you could change your eye color what would it be? Grey
26. Does the future make you more nervous or excited? Both.
27. Do you have an accent? No, I don't think.
28. Plans tonight? Just got home from visiting Autumn, going with Lauren out for dinner and dance class, and now about to watch Star Wars with my roommate and her boy.
29. Have you held hands with someone today? Nope.
And extras just for FUN:

30. Who was the last person you took a picture of? Tasha and Lane at Autumn's Shower
31. Do you like pulpy orange juice? Yes.
32. Last time you ate peanut butter and jelly? Sadly, I have no idea
33. What were you doing at 12 a.m. last night? Sleeping in bed.
34. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? Get up - you have stuff to get done today!

List #28 - 29 Things from my 28th year

1. Went to Virginia in the spring to see Dad! He took me for my first time to the Atlantic Ocean!

2. Went to Portugal in the summer to see the Bustrums! They took me for my first swim in the Atlantic Ocean!

3. In Portugal got to see the new world of my sister, brother-in-law, and amazing nieces

4. Toured Lisbon visiting historic sites, castles and museums

5. Learned that I love Portuguese Cafe - nothing compares

6. Moved two doors down (to live with Autumn)

7. Went to at least 4 weddings this summer

8. Went to the Happiness Retreat as a chaperon - loved it!

9. Went to my first "dance" at the retreat

10. Explored and learned more about Raleigh

11. Moved up with my two year olds at church and became a Puggles leader

12. Finally got me nose pierced and my best girl friends came along for the event - fun memories

13. Backed up my car into a Sonic sign and broke my car window (I am just now able to enjoy my Strawberry Limeades again - And I love them!)

14. Studied a lot but probably not as much as I should have

15. Started working at an intern at Pregnancy Support Services of Wake Forest

16. In South Carolina met my beautiful niece Selah for the first time!

17. DeLaughter's came to visit me in Wake Forest, NC

18. My car had multiple issues

19. My computer stopped working - got a new one

20. Moved again, this time around the corner (Autumn's Getting Married!)

21. Got hit by a deer on the way to the airport

22. Went to Washington to see family

23. Spent a Sunday in Downtown Seattle - took my picture at the original Starbucks

24. Ate an oyster - YUCK!

25. Was introduced to the world of Wii Fit by my nephews and sister

26. Went to Vancouver for Christmas

27. Said goodbye to Grandpa Enbody, until I see him again in heaven

28. Spent New Year's in Longview, Wa with family

29. Snow day in Wake Forest - house church, sledding and hot chocolate

#27 Things I want to do in my life

1. Go to Disney World

2. Take a proper road trip

3. Go to Six Flag Amusement Park

4. Climb another mountain or the same mountain for that matter

5. Finish all my scrapbooks

6. Graduate from Seminary (so happening in May!)

7. Visit the Eiffel Tower

8. Learn to drive stick shift

9. Be able to speak Arabic (or another language) effectively

10. Fall in love and get married

11. Have kids

12. Live focused on Jesus more every day

13. Go to a proper museum

14. Be in a place longer than a few years

15. Build a home

16. Go down 1 or 2 more dress sizes

17. Have a collage made of my door pictures

18. Have all my belongings in one place

19. Stay in contact with friends as we continue spread out over the world

20. Travel the world with someone

21. Go back overseas

22. Hide in my heart more Scripture

23. Hear Sara Groves sing in concert (I know I heard her before, but I didn't appreciate the value of the moment at that time)

24. Visit Zanzibar again (the best beaches anywhere!)

25. See a show on Broadway

26. Visit every continent (Australia, South America, questionable about Antarctica)

27. Write a book that is worthy of reading

28. Begin to sew things again

29. Work to educate women in health, life skills and the knowledge that they are worthy to be a daughter of the loving King.

List #26 - A few of the many roommate I have had

Starting with the most recent...

1. Briana

2. Nikki

3. Autumn

4. Allison

5. Heather (Hodges) Susee

6. Judith

7. Esther

8. Bekkah

9. Becca

10. Ami

11. Ann

12. Lori

13. Julie

14. Debbie

15. Bambi

16. Sarah

17. Krista

18. Joanna

19. Bekah

20. Heather Akins ( I think I roomed with you the longest)

21. Leah

22. Kristie

23. Karen

24. Jasmeet

25. Kelly

26. Joan

27. Jeanette

28. Nellie

29. Heidi

#25 - 29 I am Statements

I am

1. a girl

2. a daughter

3. a sister

4. a student

5. a learner

6. a reader

7. a follower of Christ

8. an "MK"

9. white

10. a high school graduate

11. a university graduate

12. a nurse

13. an American

14. a sister-in-law

15. an aunt

16. a "support specialist" employee

17. an English speaker

18. a Puggles leader/teacher

19. a church member

20. single

21. a friend

22. made in the image of God

23. a worshiper

24. an intern

25. a licensed driver

26. a sinner

27. confident in Christ

28. saved by faith

29. alive

#24 - 29 Songs worth turning up louder

1. Sara Groves - When the Saints

2. Getty's - By Faith

3. Faith Hill - This Kiss

4. Jamie Jamgochian - Love Irresistable

5. Amy Nobles - Sing to the King

6. Taylor Swift - Our Song

7. Foote - You are God Alone

8. The Corrs - So Young

9. Ace of Base - The Sign

10. Chris Tomlin - Everlasting God

11. Alli Rogers - If I'm Brave

12. Nicole Nordeman - What If

13. Kari Jobe - I'm Singing

14. JJ Heller - Your Hands

15. Mariah Carey - All I Want for Christmas

16. Bebo Norman - The Only Hope

17. BarlowGirl - Harder than the first time

18. FFH - Daniel

19. Caedmon's Call - There you go

20. Chantel Kreviazuk - Feels Like Home

21. Toto - Africa

22. SheDaisy - Lucky 4 You

23. Moulin Rouge - Your Song

24. The Beatles - From me to you

25. Dr. Bombay - Safari

26. The Cranberries - Dreams

27. Dirty Dancing - She's like the Wind

28. No Doubt - Just a Girl (so heard it on the radio recently!)

29. Colbie Caillat - Realize

February 23rd - Happy Birthday Heidi

29 Things about my Heidi

1. Heidi is the youngest of 4 girls

2. Heidi is my only little sister, though I don't think she ever understood or went with the stereotype of what that entails.

3. Heidi was born February 23, 1983 - I don't remember that day

4. I don't think anyone could be more different than me in the world

5. I shared a room with Heidi for a large portion of my life, and I am a better person for it

6. Heidi used to get mad at me a lot, and dig her fingernail into my arm - I have scars to prove it

7. I used to make Heidi play the crazy lady when we played Barbie so that she won't mess up my plot line - and she made a really good crazy Barbie

8. We used to spend hours dividing up the Barbie stuff for each household, sometimes Heidi would choose letting me have what I wanted - that always made me happy

9. I used to be jealous that Heidi got more attention, especially related to school. I wasn't smart enough to stop getting up before everyone else to do my schoolwork - I could have slept in like her and gotten more attention

10. Heidi has skills at asking for things, seriously I don't know how but if we really wanted something as kids I would send Heidi to ask for it

11. Heidi once predicted "Letha you will be a book when you are 25 and a geeck" I still have it in writing.

12. Around the same time Kara also wrote "Letha I think you should were [wear] matching clothes and not live in books. Thank your for sharing a room with Heidi"

13. Heidi loves her animals (I try it's just not in me)

14. Just so it's been said - Heidi loves her husband - Doug - he has been a good addition to the family

15. Heidi got married, correction Heidi eloped - that's the way she does things - always unexpected

16. I never know what Heidi is up to, always something new (note' I'm the opposite, always doing the same things)

17. Heidi came to visit me in Yemen

18. Heidi got to met some of my friends, see some of my favorite places, and relax at the beautiful Elephant Bay with me

19. Heidi drank a Fizzy Wizzy, and tried all the "ethnic" foods

20. Heidi has been to Pizza Hut is a lot of countries

21. Heidi sent me great packages while I lived overseas

22. Heidi now lives in Washington, not far from where she was born, but she has traveled all around the world in the 27 years of her life

23. Heidi loves children

24. Heidi got a new vacuum for Christmas, it was purple - she is getting domesticated

25. To prove #24, Heidi planted a garden

26. Heidi has a blog and is making lists this year too!

27. Heidi turns 27 today

28. Heidi does not like Math (I do)

29. I am excited about living near Heidi again (as least for a short time) and making more memories

#22 - 29 Colors
1. Red
2. Orange
3. Yellow
4. Green
5. Blue
6. Violet
7. Purple
8. Gold
9. Silver
10. Bronze
11. Brown
12. Black
13. White
14. Ivory
15. Pink
16. Lavender
17. Turquoise
18. Baby Blue
19. Navy Blue
20. Magenta
21. Burgundy
22. Lime Green
24. Grey
25. Coral
26. Forest Green
27. Kelly Green
28. Khaki
29.Teal
I promise to be more creative tomorrow - L

#21 "Big Words" that I am stilling learning the full depth and width and significance of their meaning in Christ and for my life

1. Love

2. Sacrifice

3. Grace

4. Joy

5. Hope

6. Faith

7. Wrath

8. Justice

9. Holiness

10. Compassion

11. Perfection

12. Mercy

13. Light

14. Salvation

15. Patience

16. Gentleness

17. Kindness

18. Faithfulness

19. Goodness

20. Everlasting

21. Blessed

22. Freedom

23. Redemption

24. Unity

25. Fellowship

26. Adoption

27. Inheritance

28. Glory

29. Peace